Nicole’s Blog

It was the day my heart was completely shattered. A fear of never truly forgiving myself of something that wasn’t even partially my fault haunts me to this day. It was Monday, March 2, 2009. The day started off pretty normal. My ex-husband, Joey, was making breakfast...

On December 22nd last year, a tradition that I started at my son, Samuel’s funeral 12 years ago was carried on. It was so beautiful and unforgettable. At my son's funeral in 2009, I had 63 balloons released to the song “Amazing Grace” which represented the 63 days he...

Let Go and Let God, my child. Life is a precious gift and we are never promised tomorrow. I know this all too well with the death of my own son, Samuel. Right after we moved to Florida, Jeff and I began waking up super early to go running/biking together before work....

I remember when I became a really good secret keeper. I just didn’t want anyone to know what was going on behind closed doors. In my first marriage, I suffered as the victim of abuse-Emotional, Mental, and Psychological.Honestly, I thought I deserved all the pain I...